You can't change the facts, just come in terms with it.

Don't know why & what I'm thinking.

But I feel really terrible. Feel like crying everything out.

I'm afraid. Afraid of so many things I don't want to happen will happen.

Scare that I'd lose alot of things/people around me.

The feeling sucks ttm. & it's haunting me quite alot these days.

我可以划一个圈把自己关在里面, 把回忆挡在外面,
却不能停止想念在我的天空蔓延, 他有的善良和善变.
我可以划一个圈当做是完美句点, 还他自由的蓝天
却不能停止想念一幕幕甜美画面.
如果放弃了这一切,  那么在我身体里的灵魂是谁?

可不可以让我练习心碎时候有想念?
等着他已走远才能落下眼泪.
可不可以让我消失在地平线这瞬间?