You can't change the facts, just come in terms with it.

I really miss you so much. Everyday of my work I kept myself drunk.

I just don't want to be awake to face my problems.

I hate this feeling. I didn't mean to hurt you. I didn't mean to.....

But I cannot control it. I cannot decide y'know.

I not feeling good either. I really don;t feel good.

I hate mhyself for everything that takes place. This 2 years, you've never been replaced.

You always has a super special part in my heart.. I hope you understnd