You can't change the facts, just come in terms with it.

Mum & Dad intend to send me to Australia to stay and study there.

What am I gg to do. I'm super lost at this moment.

I feel like I'm in a fucking house with nothng but all my fear here with me.

I don't want to go over. I don't want to lose everything here.

I don't understand why, I promised I will study next year, why don't they trust me.

I promised I won't work nightlife for long. Why all my words don't stand any place in their heart.

I feel so alone. I feel like there's no one helping me. No one will be there for me.

I really don't know what to do.. Why.. 

I don't want to be alone. I don't want to be such a sad person.

But things around can't make me happy. I feel like dying is a only solution for me to everything.