You can't change the facts, just come in terms with it.

I feel like I'm holding on too much things. I just want everything to be simple.

But why must all this things make me so trouble.

When I feel like to die I can't find anyone that can really understand.

No one knows the pain inside. People thinks i'm small.

Thinks that what I said are all rubbish. Yeah. Rubbish.

Cause my life is full of rubbish. -,-

Indeed, I'm small, I'm young. But what I've gone through is also not at this kind of age to go through.'

There's too much things happened. 

When I keep having flashbacks and when I cried alone.

How I wish there's a angel that can tell me.

Don't cry, I understand your pain. I know it's tough, but you must endure with the pain to go through.

There's no one telling me this. Is always my own voice telling myself.

People only know how to say, don't think so much or whatsoever.

If problems are so easy to solve they don't call it problems.

Why no matter how many people around me I still feels lonely?

cause no one really understands me.

I'm tired of forcing a smile on my face. I'm tired of hiding my emotions infront of people.

End up crying alone in my room. I hate this feeling.

--- Don't know what's wrong with mummy.. I can feel that she's really upset.
Even when I bring her to celebrate mother's day I can feel that she's acting happy.
But she doesn't want to share with me.
I feel like so useless being her daughter. Sigh.
She call and say she really feel like dying. Idk what to do.
I don't know how to calm her down. I'm really worry for her.
Really getting lost alr....