You can't change the facts, just come in terms with it.

Ahmah, I miss you so much. Sorry for being such a failure,

Sorry I'm not a good grand daughter. I;m sorry I made you disappointed.

I wanted to be good, I wanted so much to be successful.

But there's no one to support me, no one to encourage me.

I really cannot make it on my own.

My dear ahmah, I hope you understand and forgive me. I'm sorry I didn't spare time to visit you when you're in hospital. I'm really sorry I didn't visit you much before you pass away.

I've got no face to see you. Ahmah, Ihope you're fine now.

I hope in my next life I can be your grand daughter again, hope I can call you ahmah once again.

I really miss you alot. I still remember when I'm still small, Daddy Mummy have no time to look after us,

you're the one that takecare of us. Look after and takecare of our everything.

Ahmah, where are you now, how are you? Ahmah, I'm missing you, can you feel it?

Hope you can find grandpa and have someone to takecare of you downstair... 

Ahmah, I promise you I will have my success. I hope that you can see my effort.

You'll always be in my heart, eventhough you're no longer in life. I'll always miss you.

--- My dearest Mummy, I'm sorry I can;t share your trouble with you.

I'm sorry to be such a lousy daughter. I'm sorry I can share yoour pain.

Mummy, I know you're being very tough and strong. But actually inside you're very weak.

I just want you to know I will always stay by your side.

I know you will read my blog. Although I never ever say this words to you,

but you're my dearest, my everything.

I;ve never ever blame you for leaving us when we small. I don't blame you for all the suicide.

But i hope you cherish your life for your two children...

Mummy, I really feel so useless I can't help you. I'm sorry to be such a lousy daughter.

Mummy, I love you so much. No matter what you did, you're always my mum.

I will always love you deeply. And I know you love me too.

Mummy, we must be brave. Never say die so easily. We must hang on for each and other.

Cause we're one family. although we don't stay tgt. But our heart is one for all, all for one.

Mummy, no matter what I will always stay by your side..

-- Siaocharbor, thanks for staying by my side everytime I need you.

I really appreciate and i will cherish our r/s. <3 I know we very less can meet.

But your place in my heart will never ever change.

We happy tgt and sad tgt. We have gone through so much tgt.

Thanks for all the happy memories. I love my siaocharbor. And we promise our friendship won't be so fragile anymore. I miss you so much....