You can't change the facts, just come in terms with it.

I hate acting like I'm really happy. I got really tired of faking a smile.

When can I tell these people that I'm not happy at all?

Everyday crying myself to sleep. Getting insomnia like.... Like robot dont need sleep like that!

I'm breaking down inside. I don't understand.

I really don't.

Hope that you're fine. And wish you'll do what you promised.

Imissyou.