Trying very very hard to forget.. Trying very very hard to be happy.
But things just seems to be so difficult.
Work is really getting worse and my sales is like........
3000 flower target and i still left a long way to reach!
After this month will not be working bah.. Too stress! Sigh~
Getting more and more unhappy. Feel like I'm gg to explode inside.
But I dont really know what's the problem.
I don't even understand myself. How failure am I. -,-
Don't understand why am I here.
Alot customers asked me, why must you choose to work this line?
But I've my own reason. Not because of the money. But because I know I'll be more happy.
If I work other jobs there's not much entertainment. Aiya, just dont know how to say how i feel exactly.
Ahhh. Everyday use drinking to numb my pain. Today didnt went out after work,
at work also never drink much. Now come back think too much!
Feel like a garbage myself. Fuck the hell.
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